Opinionated Clarity

I am one to hold strong opinions.
To make my position clear on a subject
and not be left in the ambiguity.

The world often gets
swept up on an idea
based in a false reality because
it has nothing to base its truth on.

Each person will have a different view
on the truth and how we should interpret it.
It can be rather frustrating when you
sit in a room and look around and see
how off we are.

Yet no one sees it as something that needs to
be changed. It feels devastating to find out
that what you once felt was true is no longer true.

You feel lost, confused and out of body…
almost.
The soul that you once thought
was intact becomes split and begins to hurt.

Unlike when your heart hurts, it
makes you feel like you lost a
part of you. You standing there
is no longer a version of you
that you can handle or understand.

Tears threaten to spill from
behind your eyes and you
want to curl up in a ball and
never look at another human ever again.

Then you realize,
it is not forever,
this feeling that you feel.

You no longer feel it is all grey,
there is a moment of perfect
clarity and you hold onto it,
grasp it and never let go.

The uncertainty is gone –
You you made a decision,
your opinion was formed on the matter.
You no longer feel so small 
and you feel as should.

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